jadeshadey

I can't believe Hobby Lobby already has Christmas stuff for sale already!

Ok so i've been making oragami cranes, puffy stars, and boxes. I've started a collection of mini paper cranes in a glass fish bowl.
I've started a webclass on Schoolism.com im really liking it so far. I wish i could go to the workshop in Portland.
I have a small goal to complete a sketch book in a month.
So far i failed for July, but i will try to finish it this month.
I plan to create a designated drawing in an area of my house. It's gonna be just for drawing. I'll have a nice window, inspiration on the wall, and a clean work space with plenty of storage to organize all my drawing tools.
I can't wait to finally be good at it, like really good to where my pieces are worthy of a book or selling it to ppl.
i'm hungry

 ive been a bit in a funk lately. I don't stream anymore, even though i invested in some equipment to stream but maybe ill use it for something else later. I don't play games well, but i love to play them. So not good for streaming. I think you have to be a decent gamer and have a great personality, attitude, and original opinions on stuff in order to be a great streamer. *sigh* oh well no for me i guess. 

im trying my hand at photography. im enjoying it. i just need to understand the elements of a great shot.

so im saving up money for my violin. one day i will play in public. out on an open area with the public passing by throwing me a few coins. 

i want to start doing doll faceups. that looks like so much fun

so there's this website called Beam, and its like twitch but not as huge. the community is really nice. twitch is awesome, don't get me wrong, its just like riding on an intense Roller Coaster while Beam is like popping fireworks. so in the next few days ill be working on my profile banners. im actually excited. i used to stream back in the day with Procaster, did some youtube vids, and a little bit on twitch. but now i want to get serious with it. i've dedicated a schedule and ive got the games ready. 

ok so i got a gym membership the other day (online) but i still haven't went. I was gonna go this morning but . . . well lets just say i have lady issues. Once that passes i definitely will go. i really want to try to go in the middle of the night (24 hour fitness), but it may be to dangerous.
 
So it was my birfday last week. This weekend i finally got to watch Star Wars. I'm always talkin bad about starwars cuz im just tired of seeing it everywhere, but i gotta say the movie was pretty good. it was well expected of a typical starwars film.
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i also got a bunch of gundum bear models. Like 6! ima try to build them all this weekend if i have time
i want to play the latest sims update! they have toddlers now! 
i haven't started any Japanese studies yet. but i will soon. i wish i never stopped. *sigh* its ok just keep swimming.
I promise myself i will pick up the violin this year. learn one song. and keep on swimming, just keep swimming.
  

So i made a cloth lunch sack the other day and everyone loved it! Fredy's Mickey is printed all over it and the lining is red with white polka dots (like mickey's shorts). I went thru this site called Spoonflower. they print your designs on fabric. its pretty cool. i chose the canvas (which was more expensive) since i was making a lunch sack i wanted something sturdy.
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Oh i tried out Blue Apron, and its pretty good. I enjoyed cooking everything and eating it of course. its pricey but it works for me.
 
welp, gonna watch some GoT now
 

Morning are so hard for me. But I got my coffee to get my brain started.

 

so ive been building Bandai models that are shaped like bears. i could never get into the Gundum models, but when i saw a cute teddy bear with a huge bow on its back--i had to make it! then, i found a smaller one that was a panda.they are very easy to build. it doesn't take much time to build them. but its take me longer when i watch a show while building them, but thats ok.

 

I will be joining a gym this weekend. I want to stay fit and build some muscles. i gotta get this heart pumping and this butt plump.

 

So, in Game of Thrones, Brienne of Tarth travels with Podrick for a time. I've wondered, what did she do when her cycle came? it must've been a hassle with all that armor, traveling thru the woods, and wild animals can smell blood. i bet they would stay at an inn for a week until it passed.

 

i want to pick up learning Japanese again. i used to study it and stopped. self teaching takes a lot of discipline. im gonna watch anime, read Japanese magazines & manga and understand public street signs when i travel thru japan with google maps lols!

  

little bites will turn into medium bites and medium bites turn into big bites and big bites turn into huge bites and huge bites turn into "are you gonna eat that?"